Across this black and white chess board

Just so we're clear, no, i do not actually have a crush on every girl i say i do.
However, why is it so difficult for me to keep my mouth shut?
I can't help but tell anyone and everyone anything and everything. Usually, i'm not confiding in you as such but i'm just telling you before the person/people i told before you, tell you with their own little twist added. At least that's my excuse, maybe Georgia's right, maybe i do it for the attention. I'm pretty sure she is wrong though, because even though i constantly see people not caring, i keep telling them shit anyway. Besides, if i wanted attention i'd just stand up in the middle of a full school assembly and sing 'Safety Dance'. Naked. Then make out with the principal.

Today i had my 2nd 3 hour english exam in less than a week and oh dear. I sucked. My creative piece was brilliant, but unfinished, my issues analysis was shit at best and my text response was shit AND unfinished. Of course i don't care that i did shit today, i only care that i'll do shit when it counts, which is only 3 weeks away. Lame.

Dairy Belle wasn't at work again today, thank god, otherwise knowing me i would have called michael and told him (despite my own protests), then he would have forced me to talk to her or buy a chocolate from her, for her.
Now, i'm sure she's a nice girl and all, but the last thing i need right now is another crush, i already have like, 7.